Ok my wedding is Saturday so as of today….OK as of Friday at 5 or maybe even mid August I have mentally checked out of most parts of my life. I plan to spend this week relaxing, napping and getting pampered.
I think I have bottled up so much stress the past 9 months. Job stress, blog stress, life stress, wedding stress that it has all come to a head recently. I have been beyond emotional and just had a run of bad luck. Last Thursday my mom was taking me to get my car after it was fixed from my wreck a few weeks ago and we were driving down a construction filled highway in Dallas when a giant 50 lb construction blocker flew in front of my moms car. She swerved and a car hit us and then 2 more cars hit them. Yes another wreck. We were fine as were most of the people involved. I just lost it.
I was so stressed and felt like it was my fault. She was taking me to get my car. It wouldn’t have happened otherwise. I know I know not really my fault.
Then Dallas got a massive storm that knocked out the power for almost everyone I know for over 24 hours.
Also there is the whole Dallas Ebola thing. I don’t think I need to go further I mean have you seen the news?
Honestly I just want to take a few days to relax and enjoy my last few days engaged.
I have some fun posts planned for this week as well as while I am gone so don’t worry guys I’ll still be around.
Have you ever just mentally checked out?